Current mood:	*sigh* who cares?
Current music:	Dearly departed, I love you.

Life...
I just got asked, "What is the meaning of life?" Well do you really think I'd know? Of course, I could go into a whole theological discussion but I can't be fucked, I guess wether I try to tell someone what I believe or whatever, they'll ultimately make up their own decision. I can't force what I think onto them - well.. I could try... but that'd make me as bad as most christians. Bloody hypocrites the lot of 'em *glares*. Anyhow, what can I say? I hate my parents; which methinks the feeling is rather mutual, I hate this shitty place that I'm living in at the moment, even though my site is gaining more members, etc, it's still a little dull. Well, I guess today I'm being really optimistic!! ^_^ (yup, this is my 'happy' side..). So... journals... yes, they suck, only because I can't think of anything bloody appropriate to say. Fuck, I'm gonna go back to writing poetry, you can figure out what I'm saying in it then.

Can't think of a title yet, because I haven't written it yet..

Wherever I am, you're always there
You stand beside me everywhere
If I try to reach out you turn away
You mock my being every day
I lust for you, my nemesis
And you know it, but you resist
I feel the passion burning me
I feel what others cannot see
But you really aren't here at all
My heart, my soul, for you they call
I wept the day your soul departed
From this world a new life you started
So now I see your ghostly form
An angel perhaps, I wonder and still mourn
But all I can do is wait til I die
And until then, I will surely cry.
~Une~
Okay, since I just wrote it um... it shall be called...
Longing for You
~_^;;